Don’t Hate Me, But…

I’m actually consciously trying to not lose weight any more, and I can’t. The pounds just keep dropping off, albeit slowly now. I weighed myself this morning and discovered I’d lost a further 4 pounds over the last 3 weeks or so, bringing the total loss up to 44 pounds now. I’m really not trying … [Read more…]

On Creativity

I’ve managed to make the time a couple days this week to sit down and mess around with my MachineDrum this week. I’ve still not entirely re-discovered that creative fuel that I lost, but it’s a start. I’ve challenged myself to write a song using nothing but the MD, try to pull forth some unknown … [Read more…]

Such A Beautiful Day!

Could it be a more wonderful day out today? I decided to take my time and take the long way into work today and drove through the park with the sunroof open and the radio off, listening to the winds and the birds. So peaceful… I think I found another little piece of my missing … [Read more…]

Yesterday’s Plan

So, did I follow through on my plan for the evening yesterday? Finish up work? Check. Go to Trader Joe’s to get some food and some wine? Check. Eat some dinner? Check. As can be seen from the photo last night! Drink some wine? Check. First glass with dinner. Bust out the MachineDrum? Check. Make … [Read more…]

It’s Just Not Fair

On a day as beautiful as today is, how can a person possibly be expected to concentrate on work? Between IM’ing all morning, and taking a walk every 10 minutes all afternoon, I’ve gotten sod all done today. Talk about the perfect day to finally un-rack my MachineDrum and sit out on the patio making … [Read more…]

Quiet Lately

I’ve certainly been slowing up on my postings here lately, and, when I have been posting, it’s generally been superficial nonsense about video games and whatever else. There are reasons both known and unknown, which I won’t belabor about or speculate on right now, but I hope to get back in the swing of things … [Read more…]

Nice To Be Home

Well, it’s nice to finally be home at a reasonable hour for the first time since I moved. Perhaps I can actually get some unpacking done today! Maybe finally fire up Oblivion again. Already sat down for a nice, relaxing dinner and am kicking back with a glass of wine right now and catching up … [Read more…]

Finally… Everything Is Moved

Got the last of my stuff out of the old apartment and into the new one today. Thankfully my sister was kind enough to come over and help me finish today, because I am really sore today, and my knee is still causing me a great deal of pain (no idea what happened there!) Also … [Read more…]

Almost Moved In

Whew, am I tired. Regrettably, I didn’t get everything moved. There’s still two or three car loads of stuff to go, but I was just too exhausted to continue. Plus, both my left knee and right hip and really sore. It’s fairly painful to even walk at this point, so any further moving is out … [Read more…]

Things I Won’t Miss

Well, I have the keys to the new apartment now. The phone is already switched over to the new place, the electric is switching over today, my mail switches over tomorrow, the paper switches on Sunday. 95% of what can be packed is packed. I’m ready to go! With all that, I’ve gotten to thinking … [Read more…]

Ooo… Another Notch!

I realized this morning that I could tighten up my belt yet another, third notch. I’m not doing so due to the fact that most of my pants are now way too big in the waist, and would bunch up too much if I did. But, if I had pants that fit, I could go … [Read more…]

The New Beginning

I spent some time, as I promised myself, meditating and self-analyzing on my impending move, and it's place as part of a greater new beginning for me. I've been going through a lot of changes over the last six months or so, I feel like a very different person now that I was then, inside … [Read more…]

Whoa…

…coffee buzz! Bing! The high I’m getting off of a cup of coffee proves (to me at least) how different the caffeine in tea is to other forms. I drink several cups of tea every day, and never get any kind of buzz from it. (Actually, if you want to be pedantic, it’s really not … [Read more…]

Damn, I’m Tired Today

I was up until almost 2am last night finishing up most of the packing, and my body woke me up at the usual 6am this morning, and was having nothing to do with trying to go back to sleep for a little while longer. Going on lots of walks, blasting Soulfly on the iPod, and … [Read more…]

Pretty Much Packed Now

Well, that’s just about done. Pretty much everything I can pack has been packed. Nothing much left but the food, some kitchenware and dishes, my computers, clothes, bathroom stuff, and that’s about it. Pretty damn good considering I only started less than a week ago! Strangely, I’m feeling a little sad about it all now. … [Read more…]